goodbye 2012

It's almost the end of 2012 and what a year it has been.  Not a whole lot has happened, but it's been a year that has been full of opportunities to grow, learn and carve our way further into this path on earth. 
I am looking forward to the New Year, and have goals, ambitions and hopes for a clean slate to start with. 

The girls had a great Christmas and were spoiled!  Even though I purchased us a new flat screen TV and had swore we'd have a lowkey holiday as far as gifts were concerned, I still got them alot of what they so wanted.  It helps when you are given all kinds of hints of what they'd like, not to mention when your kids are whole heartedly into something.  And to top it all off, we're going to make an overnight trip to the city and the girls will get to spend their gift money/cards.  I figured since I get a few day stretch off, we'd go enjoy some girl time at a hotel with a pool! 

I'm going to sign this post off with the mashup song DJ Earworm puts out every year. 
http://youtu.be/6q0dsG8fTHY

life got in the way

I can't believe it's been over three months since I last visited my blog.  Who knew that living my life would get in the way of updating my blog, but it did. 

Alot has happened, alot of emotions, alot of learning, alot of bettering myself, alot of choices, alot of just being.  I don't think I can get into any details .. its water under the bridge, but I can say I have come out on this end of it, having learned the lessons the universe needed me to learn and I am still growing and creating the life I need and want. 

I have the start to a pretty amazing career that I am putting a big focus on, trying to learn all that is there for me to learn and absorb.  I have also learned that as much as I thought I have control over my destiny, sometimes the choices are made for us and we have to roll with the punches.  We only have control over what we do and how we react, and I choose to put my energy into putting forth positiveness into all that I try to accomplish, and to give those that love me all my energy and efforts because it is appreciated and therefore reciprocated. 

I can choose to love the ones I do, and let destiny bring me down the path it so chooses for me, and as hard as it is for me, I am going to try to not question but rather be more appreciative of what I do have and where I do see it going. 

Sound deep?  It kinda is but that's about all I care to share in a vague kinda way.